So glad its June!

May was an awful month! My goodness! Baby, job, and then Saturday, Tommy truck died. The engine is burnt up. Yep. On top of that, the most we could get for his truck was $500! Ugh. We had to take what we could get on it. You know, it never fails, God always, always, always has better plans for us, just when we think everything is going wrong. He has always provided for me and Tommy. Tomorrow morning we are going to be owners of a 2007 platinum Silverado, and it only has 14,000 miles on it. We are getting a WONDERFUL deal on it, and know the dealer that is selling it to us. We are so happy, especially Tommy. Plus, as of today, I have officially been offered the job at Hancock bank! I start on Monday! I have orientation at the branch at Citiplace (where Justin works). Its been such a great day. Hopefully June is a whole lot better than May was. I think it will be. The end of this month, on June 30th, Tommy and I will be celebrating 3 years happily married! I won't lie, its been a tough 3 years. We have been through a lot for newlyweds, but it has only made us stronger, closer, and even more in love. Lets see, 3 deployments, tremendous financial struggles, career struggles, loss of very close family members on both sides, vehicle issues, loss of baby, health issues with both of us, and the list continues. However, the list of wonderful times and blessings would take me eternity to write. Through everything, all the stress, all the hard times, and all the heartache, we have been happy together. That will never change. We have been so unbelievably blessed. Blessed beyond measure. Tommy is my rock, my heart, my best friend. I can't believe 3 years have already gone by.

Physically, I haven't been feeling too great tonight. I hope I am not being to graphic, but the bleeding has gotten extremely heavy this evening. I go for more bloodwork tomorrow. I am hoping that my level is at a negative pregnancy. I am so ready for this to be over with. I want to know that everything is good, and clear, and that I have passed, or am in the process of passing everything. That has been the hardest part...knowing that I am still carrying this baby, which I know can never be. I am so ready to be healthy again. So I still need more prayers. Also, my family on my mom's side needs lots and lots of prayers too. When Satan attacks, he doesn't just try from one angle. He throws it on heavy. But we know Who to turn to. We know Who has been through it all and is carrying us every step of the way.